I hate the feeling of going to sleep alone after a day of cuddling the most perfect person in the world

it’s not worth it anymore. constantly trying to reassure myself that everything will be fine soon. i don’t know if I want any of this anymore.


You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.

(Source: jamesbabeshaw)